Her

It's absurd how much I want her- as a friend, yes but more than that also. Maybe because she's so different from Olivia. Not in athletics so I don't have that throbbing fear of her seeing me so unguarded ..but there must be more. I'm drawn to her. Much like I was drawn to Deven, years ago. Similar to how I was drawn to Olivia. very similar. But Olivia, she was open. Ready for new. Her sharp distinction from Tori was how she dealt with things she was bored with. Harsh words and a skull crushing attitude... things I think Tori can't even fathom.
It's probably her unnatural beauty. No makeup from what I have seen. Shy.. yet she handles school work with such sagacity it amazes me. She intrigues me, sets me up, makes me wait and anticipate seeing her face.
I CAN'T know what's to happen.

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