The people I need the most are falling apart.

My best friend got a M.I.C. [minor in consumption] charge last night.

She can't remember anything that happened. Other than just screaming 'no' at a cop over and over.

Her friend fucked her other friend, statutory rape.

He's in jail now. And doesn't have bail money. He is one of my best friends.

Everything is going to shit.

I think Oliver is into me. But now I'm less into him. I don't know.

He's incredibly immature. But I don't know if it's him being immature, or me being too immature for my age.

People just suck. But I suck too.

Please whisper beautiful words of encouragement to me. I need it.

I feel so incredibly alone.