I'm scared.

Something might be wrong with my dad, he said something in his head doesn’t feel right. That scares the shit out of me. My biggest fear is having my dad or my sister die. After my mom died I became very nervous and scared for my sister and my dad. I know that if anything happens to them, I wouldn’t be able to handle it. It took me almost 5 years after my mom died to realize that shes never coming back. It’s been 7 years now, almost 8 and the thought of it makes me sick. I’m scared shit less and the more I think about my dad being sick the more I just want to break down and cry.