I wish

Is it bad i wish i was annerexic? is it bad i wish i was so thin u culd see my ribs clear as day? i wish i looked like i was thin with my ribs showng and a flat tummy cuz frankly im fat so fat that i hate myself. im fat and ugly. my boyfriend has an 8 pack and i hv flab i wish i had a flat tummy for him but i dont cuz im fat. i wish i was thin an pretty for him but im not. I hate being 150 ounds i should be only 120 at most but no im fat and worthless. i wish i was skinny so badly so so so badly. thats the one thing i want. to have a flat tummy.