A Place in This World

I am human. I am myself and I feel like I have people here for me, but at the same time I feel as if I'm a person trying to find a place in this world. I live behind a mask, my Bellatrix mask. I'm living a lie and I know that if I tell the world the truth, they would hate me and my family would disown me and I'd have to wander through this world alone. I feel like I have support and I do have support only by 2 girls. Lucy and Charlene (Not their real name, used to protect their identity) and they only know who I really am. They have a place for me in this world and I have a place for them in mine, but everyone else doesn't.