11/11/11 - Oh shit!

I don't even know where to start with this one. Well i had originally been planning on going to Bingo tonight with my friends - sounds boring i know but its free night and its ridiculous how much fun me and my friends have when we are there - but my friend cancelled at the last minute so everyone dropped out.

So then i arranged to meet my mum in town and we went to see Tower Heist - which by the way is awesome - so that was all good.

Problem being i got a call from my college tutor today and she wants to talk to me tomorrow, she says I'm really behind what I'm supposed to be doing at college. Worst part is that my mum is paying £1500 a year for me to go to this college and do this course, plus now I'm not even sure i want to go to this college any more, I'm not even sure i CAN go to this college any more after tomorrow. What the fuck am i gonna do if i get kicked out? What am i gonna tell my mum? We already have enough fights as it is, if i get kicked out of college its just gonna get worse.

Seriously why is my life always so fucking shit?

I wonder why the hell i even fucking bother anymore.
November 11th, 2011 at 04:04am