Leaving the one we love.

Sometimes we have to give up that person we love. Deep in our minds we know that we don't want to ever leave this person but there is always that thought that us will never happen or happen again.
Giving up on that speical person is hard, so hard that some of us might fall into that depression. No one knows how long it will last, and no one wants to go through it alone. We might beg for people to back off, we might even stop talking to everyone we know. That voice in the back of our heads is screaming loudly, "Don't stop! Don't stop talking to your friends! All its going to do it make things a million times worse!" No matter how loud that voice is screaming we still make it as the most silent vocie in the world.
Each day we all begin to fake a smile and fake a laugh. We try to show that nothing is wrong, but inside our bodies are slowly turing into ash. Our hearts are beating to the sounds of your voice that we no longer hear. We wake up every morning thinking that maybe all this pain is just a dream. We lay in the bed hopeing that maybe you will walk into the room and lift us of our dead feet.
November 13th, 2011 at 12:21am