I'm Single! Who wants Smoothies

Well as you can tell, I'm single, again.
Conner and I were only back together for 5 days. Very short, very stressful. Very annoying. We were talking about future and well..Okay let me ask you this. When a person is saying "I want this and this. Oh...I don't like that" Kinda gives you a hint that they don't want you right? or is that just me being an over thinker? I don't know he just pulled some jackass moves. He always wanted nudes, always wanted to sext just everything I didn't like he wanted. He didn't want me to get to my dream either. He wanted to just be in a double wide tralier in Oregon..I want to be famous for my poetry, songs, animations, the whole 9 yards. i want to live in a big house with 4 kids. That is what I want...I don't want to just sit still and waste away. I want to make something of myself. Hopefully on day I will get my artist. I will get my poet. Not today, not tomorrow, but someday I will get him. Just have to dream. Tell me what you think!
Also check now my new set of lyrics Let It End
And Remember

-Desire Your Dreams