Heart want

I know I'm gonna be the old cat lady.....I know I'm not attractive and any boy will have to tell me different to believe it. I hate this feeling....The feeling of loneliness. I would like to have a serious boyfriend before this year is out. I have been single for 5 years and I think that is long enough. If nobody posts comments I will assume that nobody cares and will permanently delete this profile (okay maybe not but I'll delete my friends). People may tell me I'm adorable but in childish way.....I wish there was somebody out there that will consider me.....

Alone forever(?),
DracKiller(Christina)