The Only Way is Essex

I'm seriously stressing out right now and I've had a really crappy day today.

I'm going to Faces NightClub tomorrow night for my friends 20th Birthday and I'm really excited to go, but I always get this same feeling when I'm going out with all of my friends on a big night... Self concious.

It kind of makes me question what kind of friends I have if I feel this way when I'm around them. They're my friends, right? So I should feel more than comfortable around them. Shouldn't I?

I only get like this when were all getting dressed up to go somewhere. On a normal day, I'm fine. But it's times like this when I get worked all up about it. I'm probably being stupid, but you should seriously see my friends. They're all gorgeous. Like, wow. And I feel like I let them down when I go out with them on nights like this. I feel like I ruin their image.

It doesn't help that Faces Nightclub which is featured in The Only Way is Essex is a club which is full of so many other reasons for me to feel worse about myself tomorrow night.

Urggh just wish I could look nice.

- Do you watch the Only Way is Essex?
- Does anyone else sometimes feel like this around their friends?
- Am I being silly?