who you are

this is a journal for someone so close to me, she actually has a mibba aswell so i hope shes sees this. It doesn't matter if your distant, i mean i am most days. Its not you these past days i've been so lost finding out everyone is against me but not you, you are my best friend but these days have been harsh on me i know im not easy but don't change i love the person you are, you're my cousin but more than that my best friend you know everything. Just be who you are these days its not been you its been me, getting called a slut, chubby, whore and being accused of having aids and sleeping with everyone hit me hard not to mention doubtingall my friendships. You're gorgeous, beautiful, lovely, genuine, cute and mean everything to me don@t change be who you are, its not you honey you're perfect!

now anyone know a person you are just so close to family or not? when they doubt themselves when they fhave low self esteem and you put aside your problems to help them, thats what my best friend does, shes got me through alot, but i feel i've made her doubt herself, im a pain i know it but im the awkward one in our friendship she is who she is and i love her so dearly

my message this time: BE WHO YOU ARE, WHO YOU WANT TO BE not what others make you feel like

I love you Jade
oh oh oh go add her meowgoesgary<< her mibba