I promised him I wouldn't leave him... Come hell or high water

I promised him I wouldn't leave him... come hell or high water

He was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I will never meet anyone like him. He was my everything. I would do anything for him, but he just up and left. I can still remember the way he laughed, the way he smiled. The way we talked, how it was so easy to talk with him. We didn't have to hide anything. We could tell each other everything.

I never felt love before him. He was my best friend, my older brother, everything. He was perfect. I tell him this, and that i love him... He wont talk to me anymore. I'm pretty sure its because i was never good enough. I have the ability to weave poetry into my words, but id rather just say it as it is. I've never felt so rejected. Now we don't talk, went from all night long talks to not having anything to say at all. Went from, smiling non stop, to not even remembering what they look like anymore. From laughing about everything and nothing, to having nothing to laugh about in this sick cruel world.

I miss him. I gave him everything, and got nothing in return. I pass him in the halls now with out a glance. I feel a million miles away from him, even though we are right next to each other. I feel like a part of me has died inside, there's nothing left to lose now, but everything to gain.

No matter what I promised him I wouldn't leave him... come hell or high water.

Tell me what ya think I don't know if I should make this a story or add it into one...