*sigh*

I guess I'm better off alone..seeing at the one I want to be with never answers anything I ever write..so I'm just gonna give up now and deal with whatever now..hopefully here in about a year and a half I'll finally have my own place..

Just tired of it all really...can't wait until Xmas though...I get to go see my Nee-Chan (sister) who lives in Indiana whom I haven't seen in over five years..maybe being up there and away from here will clear my head..

> Just wishes she would respond and give me some sort of answer <