Needed to get it out.

Those dark feelings they're there
Just waiting to get out
To torture me
To humiliate me
Reminding me just how worthless I am
I know I have no friends
I know no one cares about me
Maybe I should just disappear at the end of the earth
Who would notice I bet no one
I know those who care are those closest to me
But who demonstrates it?
Apparently it's a crime to show emotions
Because feeling like a waste of space is the worst thing ever
Do I want to continue in a place where no one cares?
No, I want to disappear and then maybe I'll find peace.
But until then I guess I'm stuck feeling empty without any feelings
Nor the energy to try to feel.