UGH BOYS.

I'm so confused.
I really REALLY like this guy at my church. However... I can't tell if he likes me or not. I don't think he even recognized me on Sunday (my once shoulder-length hair is now pixied), because he looked straight at me several times and didn't look like he even knew who he was looking at. I'm frustrated because I do like him a lot, but I don't know if it's going anywhere.

And I kinda like this guy in my math class, but I can't really see us dating or anything. He's super cute and really friendly, and I love talking to him, but it would just feel weird to date him I guess. But I want to get to know him better, too. I really want to invite him to coffee or something, but I don't want it to sound like I'm asking him out. I've guy friends that I've done stuff with just the two of us, but one of them turned out to have a crush on me and the other is gay so it was never an issue. So I don't know what to do. I invited him over to watch Star Wars with me and a couple other friends a few weeks ago, but he ended up being busy that night.

I hate that I can't just talk to guys anymore without overthinking it. I have guy friends, but I can't just hang out with them because it looks like I'm interested or something. I don't know. The guy from my church who I like won't even go to Chipotle with just me after church, even if both of us want Chipotle and obviously it's a very public place. What am I gonna do? Jump him in the middle of a restaurant? I mean seriously! It's just stupid.