Christmas ain't comin' this year jimmy.

This has been in my mind awhile now and since Christmas is rolling around I think its a good as time as any.

I was having this discussion with my long time vacay-friend. If your one of those kids who went on 'family adventures' you know what I'm talking about. I went on alot of trips with my family and it was easy since I was in homeschooling and all.

We were talking about how Christmas used to be awesome, I mean before Americas prices went to that certain fiery place. There used to be lots of decorations and the neighbors- well my neighbor- would bring cookies over and the adults would sit and talk over coffee and such. I remember how it was so happy but now I can only describe it as stressed. Maybe not to other people but sometimes its hard to think it will get better. I keep worrying about everything. Tomorrow, the day after that, next week. Its like everyday it only seems worse. I don't know.

Is it just me or does Christmas seem lost this year?