Ugh.

I have to get my photo taken tomorrow, no way am I looked forward to it. I will end up looking stoned in the photograph, I only look alright when I take my own pictures. Wish me luck that I end looking like decent not a druggie.

I'm afraid in some sense of life, I have a feeling I'm going to dig a bigger grave for myself. I'm not thinking in a very happy sense, a bit miserable in all honesty. I feel lonely during the Christmas holidays, last friend my old best friend abandoned me and she had to have her mother to explain it and I wasn't even properly told that she never wanted to speak to me, she wanted time and space. She strayed because I was sad and weighing her down.

And it still makes me sad that she will never be my friend again. Sorry Mibba.