somethings missing + i think i'm falling for a stranger.?

have you ever felt like you're so happy, but something is missing? like, the happiness you have right now, just isn't enough? ... dude, that is totally me.

i'm so happy. i'm the happiest i've been in a long time. everything seems perfect, yah know? until i talk to him. that guy i met. and i feel like something is missing. i feel like things would be better if i could just go be with him. just hang out. yah know? we can talk, about everything under the sun and just talk. forever. ... and i love that! but it still feels like something is missing... maybe it's his presence that's missing? but, i barely know him! why would i miss someone i've never really met? why would i miss someone who has mutual friends and a life outside of our facebook IMs and text messages? ... but he makes me smile... makes me feel important... i think he cares. and that's all i really want. i really want is someone to give a f**king sh*t!!! yahh know? gahhh...

so, i guess i'll just keep going on with my same-old-same-old lifestyle and smile everytime i get a message from him saying, "hey."