You Insensitive JERK!

Okay, this is a bit of a hate journal and i'm a bit pissed so brace youself.

FUCK YOU! YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT! Oh I wish I could beat you down for the pain you've caused me today! For the pain you've caused me this entire week for that matter. You ask me out on Monday only to cancel 2 hours before i'm supposed to meet you. I'm okay with it because you reschedule for Friday. Then! Today, Friday, you casually tell me that you're going with some other girl to see a movie. AND! If that's not enough, you tell me "I've got to go. I'm going to be late." Again, i'm calm. Until it sets in. Then I go breaking half the stuff in my room! And, when i'm doing being a punk, I eat. Yeah. I went to the fucking freezer and got a fucking ice cream. Then I ate a fucking candy bar, then a fucking debbie snack. Now i'm sitting here in front of my computer with a bag of fucking chips shakeing in anger. In a few minutes i'm going to cry. I can feel my tears welling up. Because I remember, this isn't the first time you've let me down or made me break stuff, or eat to take my pain away. Will I ever learn? Will you ever stop causing me harm and pain?