You'll be okay. (please read)

So, I've been through a lot the past year or two and I just really needed to say this. Please excuse if it's messily written, I'll probably repost it. But I really, really would like this to be read. Thank you.

You're going to be okay. I don't care who you are or what you've done, you're going to get through it. Why? Because you're worth it and you were put here for a reason. I know that most of you probably aren't going to believe me when I say this but I promise you, it's the truth. You'll learn from your mistakes and all in all, you're a good person. It's going to take some time, trust me it's been taking me almost two years, but you'll get by. It just takes a lot of patience and a lot of learning. We might not know each other, but I believe in you. I believe that you can do this and that you're going to be okay. Just please, please promise me that you won't ever give up.

I know some of you may feel unwanted or like you don't fit in because of the way that you may look, or the music you may listen to. But you know what? Fuck everyone who makes fun of you for it. If you have the courage to go out into this world and be the person that you want to be, that takes skill. If anyone ever says anything to you about your clothing or anything in that manner, tell them to fuck off. You're better then them. They're probably not even comfortable with themselves so to know that you are, that takes courage. Continue being who are you and don't change for anybody but yourself.

If anyone tells you that you're not good enough or that you can't do something, I want you to make that your motivation. I want you to continue what you're doing because in the end, you're going to show them all. You're going to make it and you'll be the ones laughing at them. What I'm saying right now you might have heard before, or think that it's complete bullshit and I understand that. I might think the same thing reading this from someone else but please, give yourself a chance. Please have faith and believe in yourself. You're going to get through it and you're going to be okay, I promise.

If you ever need anyone, please feel free to message me. I don't want any of you to go through some of the shit I've had to go through between losing friends and not thinking that I was good enough. I know what it's like to have SO much hatred inside and I know what it's like to have to live with that constant pain everyday. Trust me, I've been there. Just crying because you don't know what happened and everything just go so out of hand. I know exactly how that feels and I don't want anyone to go through the same thing by themselves. So just remember, you ARE going to make it, you ARE good enough and most of all you ARE going to be okay. So please, just give it some time. It might take a while, but you're going to get through it. Don't give up.
December 9th, 2011 at 02:31am