This is the third year in a row where it just doesn't feel like christmas. I thought that maybe if I didn't have homework, if I stayed home with the family (I have no choice other wise anyway) that it would be better, the feeling would come back. But it hasn't.
I used to wake up every morning of December and smell the sent of the tree - but I can't smell it.
My only hope is as soon as I'm well again to work and work and when I'm not working buy those christmas presents I still need then spend the rest of my money on Gas to visit friends and time to bake cakes and shortbread so as I can really make this christmas special.
I just wish it wasn't as sucky as it it right now and that happy warm feeling would come back.
~Ator
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