f*ck you dreams

woah!

i dreamt about him last night. why would i dream about him!? him!! he broke my heart. he took it from me, then threw it in the dirt, spat on it, and stomped all over it! he chose her over me! treated me as his biggest disappointment... so how could i have dreamt a dream like that, about him?! ...

but God do i miss him...

we kissed...

what i would do to just have one more kiss.

hhhh... jesus.

the bad thing is i know i can't be with him. i gave him his 2nd chance, and he f*cked that up too... gahh... f*ck you love. f*ck you heart. f*ck you dreams. f*ck you...