Mibba. I'm flat out going to say this...I HATE BEING SINGLE :(

I have a boyfriend and his name is......
CANNOT BE COMPLETED.

I just recently turned 18 and I have never had a boyfriend. And quite frankly I'm kind of tired of it. Am I that lame? Am I that ugly? O___o what is wrong with me?

I just want someone to like me. To feel wanted by a guy. To actually know what a first kiss feels like. I know being all desperado won't help at all. But mibbians...WHAT SHALL I DO?

Always seeing my friends having their own boyfriends makes me feel utterly pathetic. Yeah, I guess I can say I've had those occasional "flings" with some guys. I had one this recent summer. I thought it was going to go somewhere but in the end, he left me heartbroken </3

I mean...I try to be as open as possible with everyone. I'm seen to be the quiet and nice girl all the time. Being quiet isn't all that fun, but once you talk to me I can talk to you all day. But so far, no luck at all I guess.

I keep on hoping "Eh, I'll just wait until I go to college to find someone" but how about if that doesn't happen? I don't want to be forever alone -______-

I want a guy to text all night till 2 am. I want someone that will take me out on cute dates. *sigh* All these wants...are taking me no where.

So my fellow mibbians. Any advice for my poor self? :P