My One True Love and My Stupid Birthday :P

I love this guy with all my heart and I know he loves me back. If it weren't for his mom and my really stupid decision I would be able to be with him. Even if my mom really disliked the idea of me being with a guy. I. Love. Him. I cannot believe I actually moved 2000 miles away from him and won't get to see him for another 6 months. It feels like a thousand years away!!! I miss him sooo much. :(

Tomorrow is going to suck!!!!! Every year I have a crappy birthday and I don't think thats gonna stop just because I moved in with my dad. After all he was in the hospital just last week...so I still don't know if moving in with my dad was the best choice. I mean back home I was attending the top third school in the nation(at the time) and know I am attending a ghetto public school(although I must admit they do have some really useful classes esspecially for people that actually choose to use their intelligence) I know that probably sounds rude, but whenever I think of my dad and all these other really stupid things I just get really pissed off at times.