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I don't know if you read these but it kills me to see you like this, so small and frail. You look exhausted, you look weak. I know you're sick of people telling you -your parents, your friends, professionals- but you need to eat. I know it's not your fault that your parents argue or that your perception of yourself differs drastically to how others see you, but your BMI is lower than 15 now and you need help. When the words 'if I could end my life, I would' came from your mouth my heart stopped. If only you could see how much you mean to everyone. To me.
"To the world you may just be one person, but to one person you may be the world." - Josephine Billings. You mean the world to me and I would be distraught if you hurt yourself. Life should not be this hard, I'm trying my best to help you.