Schizophrenia

I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia ive been told that the man thats been raping me for 3 yrs of my life is all in my head and that my symptoms are becoming worse they tried to check me in to a mental hospitle last night (again) but i didnt meet criteria apperantly i have to want to kill myself or others to get in. So my family and counclors all think im insane great right? This is slowly becoming the story of my life. I've been "seeing" and "hearing" things that arent supposedly their. I guess no good writer can be truely sane right? lol