my worst fear

I don't think he loves me anymore. I miss the old him. We used to cuddle all the time and he used to call me pretty. Now I feel like a bother. Iv learned how to cry at night without making a noise.he doesn't care. He calls me dumb ass and I guess he don't realize how much it hurts.he stares at the tv playing his stupid games and all I can do is watch. He gets so mad and upset. Throws the controller, yells, screams... It scares me. He used to be so sweet. I want my old baby back. The one who I could run to when I was upset. Now he seems to be the one I wanna run away from. I did this for him.I saved Izzy so we could have a family. Me and him and baby. He scares me. I'm so afraid that come February it won't be me and Izzy package deal. It will be Izzy and him. I'm so scared he's gonna take her away from me. I'm afraid he's gonna run with her and go far away. I can't lose her. She's all I got now. Shes the only one who I know woo be there. I know she'll love me the minute she's born. I want my old Dusty back. I want a family....