Fire.

I'll tell you dear, old mibba, I'm feeling scared lately if I'm going to be honest.

I have a deep shivering at the very bottom of my heart and I can't shake it.

I feel like I'm losing myself while at the very same time, I want to change. I'm feeling trapped within my own shortcomings. I am the kind of person that is unnoticeable and that terrifies me more than anything in the world.

It means that I can be forgotten.

I know that everyone is forgotten after a while, but I want to be unforgettable to just one singular person.

I want to stand for something, feel such a passion that it burns inside of me in the warmest sense of the word.

I've lost that fire, honestly I'm not actually sure I've ever had a fire inside of me.