Now your nightmare goes to rest???

I'm still not exactly sure how to feel about this event coming up. I'm excited, but at the same time, I'm sad.

This Saturday, yes, in 48 hours, I'm seeing Avenged Sevenfold play a hometown show, their last show of their last US tour for the album "Nightmare" My third time seeing them live, 3rd time seeing them this year. I also have a VIP ticket to this show. No big deal or anything.

No I did not say "their last show ever" either. I know some people read quickly and overlook words. I said "Their last show of their last US tour for the album "Nightmare" ;)

I remember just early this year I thought I'd never get to see these amazing musicians, these amazing human beings, play live, but yet, this is the third time this year.

I know this show will just blow me away. For many reasons:
A: Hometown show (er...close enough)
B: Last show of the year.
C: Last US show for "Nightmare" as they have stated "Join us as we put 'Nightmare' to rest."
D: It's 9 days away from the 2 year anniversary of JImmy's death.

THroughout this tour they've given fans the opportunities to play or sing with them onstage, so I know they're gonna do that at this show, but I really think they're gonna do more than that. We shall see. They're also giving us, the fans attending, the opportunity to help them shoot a live internet video for "Buried Alive" by having us record it and upload to youtube where they'll put together a video using the clips we upload. OOohh if I get in this and my name is on that, I will be forever honored. I may even see myself in it!!! *Jizz in pants*

I know this show is going to be emotional. I know I'm going to cry, and I"m going to be trying my hardest to be on the barricade (the whole reason I bought the VIP ticket, for early entry), and I"m bringing 2 signs to let them know that they've kept me strong through my hardest times, and that all I want is to meet them, or at least one of them. I know at one show a fan even got brought backstage for having a sign or something.

I go on leave tomorrow and should be flying home, but instead I delayed it by 2 days just so I could go to this concert. I couldn't be more excited for anything in my entire life. Please keep your fingers crossed for me (figuratively speaking) that this night goes well for me in every possible way that it can, and then when I get home Sunday night and get online, I'll come back and tell everybody how it went.

I"m using so much energy right now to not have a flailing spaz attack. I'm literally shaking from excitement right now. @_@ I cant even listen to their music without being sent into fits of excitement. @_______@

I've rambled on long enough....