What I Want.

I want:
happiness
Friends
A reason to live
A hug
A shoulder to cry on
An understanding family
A straight answer
Recognition
To sing
to be pretty
To be loved
To hold someone's hand
To be found
To know who I am
To know my purpose
To cuddle
Blankets
Knowledge
the love people write novels about
To wear a dress
To be free
To get a tattoo, or three
A guiding light
Kids
Grandkids
To be part of a cliche
Motivation
Ryan Decker.

I just want to be a fourteen year old girl. I want to be Ally. I want to obsess, cry, laugh, solve problems, think like a fifty year old and a teenager. Is it that hard to understand?