I Feel Guilty

"I hurt myself by hurting you." ~Christina Aguilera (Hurt)

Words that I love and make me smile, but still make me cry. I always thought "How can you NOT like this song?" I like the video as well, although I will admit to it making me cry a little bit. But it didn't scar me for life or anything.

Well, I love it so much that I've spent weeks trying to convince my friend to give it a listen. When I first told her to, I told her that it was very sad, and basically explained the whole concept of the video, front to back, to her.

Well, two weeks have passed and she finally looked it up. I was thinking "Oh she'll love it! I just know it!". Well, could I have not been any more wrong? She HATED it.

She apparently gets really emotional when she sees sad things. In the two years I've known her, she has failed to mention this once. She told me that she will have "nightmares about loosing her dad tonight". And that I should have "given her a warning." I did give her a warning, but I should have given her a warning then. She absolutely HATED it. She even cursed at me for it :/. She says that it's OK and for me not to feel guilty, but I still do!