Today is the one year anniversary of my friend's death. I couldn't make it to his funeral either since he had just moved away and at the time my family was going through a financial crisis to say the least, so I had no way of flying over there.
I've never talked about it until today and it was with Zoee. To say the least it was a really special moment. She was crying before me, I felt kind of guilty actually. It was nice to get it out though, I'm away of how unhealthy it is to keep things like this to yourself. I'm so happy she was willing to listen and she even came with me to the memorial some of us had made for him
I don't cry in front of people, I just don't. I'm not comfortable with it and I was under the impression that I was physically unable to do so for the longest time. Then today I did and in a weird way it was comforting. Zoee was real sweet about it too and didn't make me feel like an idiot lol
I miss him so much. It really doesn't feel like it's been so long. It kind of freaks me out actually, knowing that much time has gone by.
He was my best friend and he should still be here. He should be, but he's not.
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