Any one out there?

For anyone out there I'ld like to say I haven't cut in a month. I'ld like to say I eat at least one meal everyday and that I honestly want to live now. Its all because of my bestfriend. I liked her for a while and she said she was straight. Then she let it slip she liked me to and we've been together a month. She treats me like a queen. I really love her. I got better for her. I have a reason to live now. I'm amazed I made it this far in my life. For anyone out there still suicidal, it isn't worth it. Take from a girl that lived there and back.