I can't believe it.
She's gone. It doesn't even feel like it. It feels like she's still at the hospital, and that my uncle and aunt and mom are with her. And I feel like I'm going to go over there tomorrow and spend time with her. But that's not it. My grandma is gone and I can't believe it. I cried so hard yesterday, and today I haven't cried at all. I just.. I can't believe it. She's my grandma. She can't be gone. She's supposed to live forever. I mean... I can't even say I miss her because it feels like she's still here with me. It hasn't sunk in. I feel like I'm dreaming. Can someone wake me up now?
December 22nd, 2011 at 02:13am