I miss you

Dear diary,
I know this is a journal but what the heck. So I miss you. I miss my ex best friend. Except he doesn't miss me. I would do anything to get him back. I've been doing so many things but one thing i gave up on is saying sorry. I think i have said sorry a million times and i am not even joking about this. He's not the only one i miss, i also have a boy friend in England i miss him so much...ya i am writing this book "lost in you" its about me and him and yes i am 15 and he's 18. I miss him so much like we only talk on Facebook and I want to see him sometime so my dad said i can visit England in the summer. He doesn't know i have a boy friend but he says it would be a good opportunity for me.