Ramblings, relapses, and photography! Oh my!

Boredom... I does has.

I wish I had thought enough to bring my camera battery charger with me... I have a brand new micro lens for my camera and have only been able to use it a little bit before my batter died... Le sigh~...

Listening to Story of the Year is making me nostalgic. I can't figure out what I'm nostalgic FOR though... Hm...

I started cutting again... Sad face... I'm not even sure why this time... I just... did...

Wish I could see Matt (boyfriend)... Still another week till I go back though. And, I'm not sure when he's going back... He may not even be there when I go. I hope he is... I kind of really miss his hugs and getting to sleep in his bed.

Hopefully the cuts will be healed when I do see him... I don't want him to see that I started again... I KNOW I should talk to him about it... Just too scared to though. I'm afraid I'm going to be bugging him or something... He hasn't texted me... It's always me who initiates the contact... So I feel like I'm getting on his nerves and that he doesn't really want to talk to me... Blah...

I'm abnormally tired... I slept all day because I didn't feel good... Now I'm really, really tired again... Blah again...

I need new music... Someone should suggest some good bands to me. I like rock, metal, screamo, alternative, and techno. (Random much?)

Also, if you're bored and like photography you should check out my deviantArt page.

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