I feel so low right now.

I'm trying to be positive but I just can't. I'm trying to think good things about myself but I really can't, it's so hard. I've found a few good things about myself but I can't right now.

I want to feel good about myself, everything is like overall bad. Everything about me is so sh*tty, I honestly can't see myself in a good way, I'm trying so hard but it's not happening. I used to think highly of myself even on bad days, I would find something really good about myself.

I feel guilty and everything angers or upsets me. I have to be good, people like me so I can't be awful.

Please let this not last, this is so difficult. I hope to delete this when I'm in a better mood, right now I'm not great and everyone else is doing well, I don't want you to think I'm pitying myself because I'm lucky in comparison to a lot of people, I have a place to live in, food and other things.

Questions
1. How are you this minute?
2. What was your yesterday like?