I've gone from feeling generally on high, happy, to a constant feeling of sadness that eats at me if I'm not doing something. It's a horrible state to be in and I am seriously falling back into the way I have viewed life since I was small. I have always planned my life as if I am going to die in my early twenties or late teens, because I really cannot see a place in the world for me.
Now the feeling has intensified and I cannot stand it. Everything feels like too much, schoolwork in particular until now where I've kind of given up on hoping for decent grades. I just want to stop.
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