Why is this hard?

I can't stand it. Everyone around me says I need a religion! My mom raised me to be open-minded and respect all religion, and I do, but my friends are pressuring me I feel like! I'm not Christian, Catholic, OR Athist! I'm just me. Why can't anyone see? I wish this world wasn't so worry about religion to see what really matters. Everyday I see someone crying because they lost the people they thought that was suppose to stand by you during the confusion. I thought I had them, but I guess karma doesn't want me to be happy. It wants my tears to turn into blood.