I Am My Own Bully

Sometimes i feel.....

Stupid, pathetic, worthless, poor, i have low self esteem, no confidence, lazy, selfish, ugly, neurotic, and whiny.

I tend to believe that......

That no one cares about me, that i bother you, that i just waste space, and i should just go away

I always tell myself that........

That i should just give up now, i should never talk again, i cant do it, that im Stupid, pathetic, worthless, poor, i have low self esteem, no confidence, lazy, selfish, ugly, neurotic, and whiny. That no one cares about me, that i bother you, that i just waste space, and i should just go away.

Then one day i thought i talk to someone about this. But of course they didnt understand, and they asked,"Why do you always feel this way, who's telling you this?"

To which i respond,"No one is, im just my own bully."