Need a Little Ventilation

Today is just another one of those days were I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for ten years. Nothing has been going the way I wanted it to lately. My mom is becoming distant and is now starting to choose favorites. My dad got a new girlfriend who is trying to ship me half way across the country. While me sister is finally realizing what it’s like to actually start growing up. And to top it all off I’ve got that one grandma that every family has that just doesn’t accept me for actually being me. I mean come I think you contradict yourself when you say “Don’t let anybody tell you what you can and can’t do, because you are unique and special”, but then turn around and say “Why do you act like? It’s not proper for young ladies such as yourself to be behaving in such manner. You need to grow up.” I think it’s confusing and kind of hurtful. Sometimes I feel like people just don’t give a care about how I feel, I mean I count too right?

Ok, so writing this has made me feel a little better, I just need to get things off my chest.
January 24th, 2012 at 03:51am