Half of my heart

So I think this guy likes me but I don't want to like him. The last boy I fell in love with I lost him, so I gave up. Gave up on true love. I read romantic novels everyday but why can't my life be one of those books. People are romantic they get the guy, people that aren't are surprised but what about me? Every time I look into his eyes I feel safe but his eyes are so sad. He laughs but that's just hiding his feelings. Wonder why he is so sad? I wish I can offer my shoulder but he might not take it. I can't take people that are so sad but I also can't take rejection. I'm so confused..........