just another day......

I was recently introduced to this site and I can already tell its "cool". I thought I would share a little in a journal sooo here it is.
living with only one parental figure can be a hard thing. (especially when you hate the one your with). On a typical day it would be a simple hello or goodbye..... other days would be a series of "i hate yous" or "why were you born?....." in my opinion, i have no family. im a one woman wolfpack. i stand alone on this sphere called " earth " only dreaming of the worlds beyond our range as humans. writing is one outlet i have found to be most helpful in my situations.
ive gone through alot and im only thirteen. suicides have ruled my life for so long and pretty much have kept me away from relationships with others because i am afraid of getting attached. some say i act like im thirty and i dont know... maybe i do.... its in the readers opinion.
Ive always been closer to my father as a parent. my mom just doesnt understand. hes taught me everything and i look up to him. on the other hand my mom only denies his love for me and curses his name. as you can tell i would rather live with my dad.
music has also played a major role in my life. i play saxophone because i feel that the smoother sounds tell a lighter story to life. i love rock more than jazz though. rock / punk can tell a life story of the singer or anyone really and you can really relate to their anger or sadness. but thats just my opinion.....

well.... thats all i have for today...... ill post again possibly