unwanted visitors

first thing I see when I wake up is my mothers dissappointed face. i wonder what I have done this time.... she talks to me about how some of my grandmother jewlery has gone missing. I should have known she was only there to accuse me of something I obviously didn't do. Why would I expect her to give a soft "good morning how are you?" I rose to leave the room in the middle of her lecture because I knew it would end with more than a "goodbye". She yells and I ignore, just walking to the bathroom to start my morning routine. She gives a blank stare and starts about her day as well.
I wonder how my day is going to be..... the valentines day dance is coming up... maybe i'll be asked to go .... yah right. Only in my dreams. School USED to be my sanctuary where I could escape mt home and begin my new life. But now it's just like home. Im alone, few friends, mean, threatening faces..... all the same...... Oh well. I'll cope....
have a good day whoever reads this.....
January 30th, 2012 at 04:17pm