A certain boy

There was a certain boy, I never really actually liked him. But for three years, he was always there for me. I was aware of whom he likes but... I don't know. It's hard to explain.

Anyway, this certain boy had been talking to my mom and all. They've been pretty good friends until finally, he earned my mom's trust.

The weird thing is that, I've never even personally talked to this certain boy. Well, except for Facebook chat and Twitter mentions. But life beyond the internet, we never talk. It's pretty stupid, really, since we are schoolmates and all. We pass by each other in hallways and see each other in the canteen, but we never talk. We never even say 'Hi' to each other.

But how could he like someone he never personally talk to?

I don't know if you get what I mean now, but yes, he do likes me which is sort of dumb. I mean, I don't he's dumb, neither is his feelings, but I think it's lame how he likes me. He shouldn't like me. Not me.

But this certain boy still carried on anyway. He lets his presence known by chatting with me and my mom. For three years. Yes, THREE YEARS.

And now, he stopped. For some good reason, he gave up. And I can't blame him, I can't stop him. I can only sit here and watch him walk away. I give a shit, somehow I do. You talked for this certain boy for years, and suddenly, he stopped? You can't not wonder what happened. You can't not wonder what you did wrong.

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well, might continue this journal entry later.