I miss her

So my long distance girlfriend. I broke up with her because of said distance, but ever since I did...I just miss her. Knowing that when she does come back, it won't be okay to kiss her, and hug her, and such things as that, it's bothering me more and more.

I wish I'd never done it, but I'm not so stupid as to ask her back out, because the distance was hard on me, and I was probably a god awful girlfriend. But I do miss her. She made me so happy, and I can't really say anything on the sites she's on, because I don't want her to see. As it is we're still friends, and I'm glad that I at least have that. I love talking to her, and I can't even bring myself to delete that comment I was making in my about me, that night that we were together. I find myself looking at things that remind me of her, and wishing to hear her more often.

I'm an idiot for saying goodbye.