Ever since I got out of high school, I would always worry about things like college, settling down, and having a good paying job.
I've been accepted into college many times, but haven't been able to accept the admission. I know there's financial aid and loans, but I think to myself. What's the rush? I have my whole life to figure out what I want to do with my life. I have yet to discover what this is. But I think I'd rather spend all my life figuring it out. I'm not gonna just party and bullsh*t all the time like most people I know back home. I want to make something out of myself by continuing my education. But I'm not gonna slave myself so quickly just span it out.
I've been in a few relationships here and there. Never and I mean never in any of those relationships have I told any of those women that I loved them. I just feel as though I should say it if I really mean it. I guess I have never felt love. I don't stress so much about not having someone with me. If I do find someone then good if I don't then oh well life goes on. I don't plan on dwell on things that make me so depressed and make me feel like sh*t. I just move the f*ck on. Simple as that. I steer clear of drama, I rarely give second chances, and keep a hot heart and a cool head.
Maybe I just think too much.
