Just There.

I hate the days when I wake up or suddenly see an “empty” person. The days where I see my eyes have gotten darker and duller. The days where I’m quiet and barely glance at people. The days where I feel shut off from the world. The days where I shut myself off from the world because I’m so afraid for someone to see the state that I’m in. I try to smile and think of things that make me happy, but it doesn’t really work all the time. These days, everything around me seems to be moving fast while I’m just…there.