They Say They're My Friends....

They tell me they care and that they're there for me. I guess that's true but maybe it's just me. I can't stand being around them so much. I don't understand why they're around me so much. Am I really worth it? Some people say I'm an interesting person; I disagree. I'm a very boring person. I never do anything 'fun' and nothing exciting happens in my life. The only things I ever do is draw, and write poetry. So now that I think about it I don't even know why I'm writing this. No one wants to read about my life.... But no use wasting the time I spent writing everything before so I'll just finish this up quick. So anyway my so called friends used to be okay to be around but now; I just don't know. I want a break from it all, but I don't want to hurt their feelings. I mean like I'm okay with some of them but I don't know. I need advice; I guess that's why I wrote this. So umm if you read this can u plz comment and give some advice?