Deep Breaths Don't Work.

I seriously would not hesitate to choke my sister in the slightest, and I truly mean it. She's a straight up bully and I've been putting up with her sh*t for too long. And it's stupid really, that this dispute is over clothes. It always is. She has literally hundreds of items of clothing, and she can't spread the wealth for her little sister, who barely even has enough, yet when her friends come over, it's not a problem for them to do whatever. She's so selfish to her own family and it is sickening! But when she wants something she can freely take it? I don't think so.

She keeps telling me I'm too fat to fit into her clothes and that she'll take back everything she bought me (which isn't much). Like, I'm trying to be calm and not say anything, but deep breaths don't work. Now, every time she walks by there is a snide comment to be made. I have never raised my hand to a family member, but with the way I'm feeling, she is not family.